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Saturday, May 22, 2010 ; 1:02 PM
Phone got stolen.

Whats up world? ^^ Hows life? Its been nearly a month since i last posted LOL o_o hmm.. here to inform you people that i lost my phone.. or should i say its.. stolen -.- hahas so dont bother to sms/call me~ Alright nothing much to talk about.. MYE was not well done.. no point dwelling over it. Its already over. Whats most important now is to buck up for the Prelims. The 'O' Levels pressure is getting more and more intense. fuck. really gonna work hard.
I'm going for my lunch now.
Oh and btw, if you're free, check this out
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gFMj4uwuKSo
Its amazing LOL. Enjoy~
Till then, cya ^^


Thursday, April 29, 2010 ; 9:08 PM
Getting over it

Hahas hi people. Just got back from tuition =) Had EL paper tdy. P2 was not so bad. But P1.. My section2 "Conclusion" was half done cos no time le. Nevertheless, i just have to pray hard that i would not flung it..
Would be out for lunch with liew tmr. He said we did a great job during x-country so asked us out for buffet hahas.
Alright i'm feeling really tired nowadays.. Have to get some rest.
Perhaps giving up doesn't always mean you are weak. sometimes it means that you are strong enough to let go.
Maybe.. things would get better.


Saturday, April 24, 2010 ; 1:32 AM
A moment of joy

Hey.. its 2am in the morning. Cant seem to sleep. Thoughts are going through my mind and its seriously driving me crazy. zzz. Yeah its x-country today. a good run indeed. Satisfied with my results. Achieved what i aimed for. Goodrun all~ especially ivan and weibin. The effort u 2 put in the run, its just way beyond 100%. Really admired that spirit. (Y). Not neglecting the basketballers, u guys did a great job there too.
Really got no mood to post. Update some other day.
Goodnight.


Wednesday, April 21, 2010 ; 8:01 PM
Awful Memories

Its a... oh ya Wednesday today. So hows school? Alright its none of my concern anyway. Just got back from Mrs Chor's tuition class. Basically, its yet another typical Wednesday. Morning go school, sang the national anthem and school's song. Went back to class and so, begins the school's curriculum.

The clocks strike 1.20pm! Time for physics remedial. But before that, me and SweeHow was made to clean up the class (which was extremely dirty) because its our duty today. Hohoho the class seems so clean after that (me so pro right) =x Chiong-ed to physics lab for pratical. Kindda enjoyed it.
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Realised that my EZ-Link card ran out of value + its raining heavily. Bo bian. Had to take 154 located just outside the school gate all the way to JP top up -.- "Happily" board 154 from JP again. This time, to Clementi for my tuition. The ride wasted 45mins of my life.

During the ride, i selected a fragment of my memory and started playing it. It was 11years ago.. those memories, the fear.. such vivid recollection of the past, left me in cold sweat.
It all happened like this. 11 years ago, when i was 5. I love to read. Especially books on animals and cartoons. Were so fascinated by all those stuffs. Going to the library with my parents were much like a weekly routine. You know, when we're young, our parents enjoys reading us books about those bad guys that go around kidnapping young kids making them work as beggars and etc. Most of us may think that, "hey that would nv happen to me one la. The probability of this type of case happening in SG is like 1 out of a million. Why me?" Yeah.. why me? It almost happened to me once.. i was so closed to getting kidnapped.. so close.. am i the 1 out of that million?

As usual, on that particular day, i went to the library with my mom. browse through a few books and selected a number of them to borrow home. In the past. theres this machine whereby if you want to borrow books, all you have to do is scan it together with your I/C. I remembered clearly that i was holding on to this book about "Sharks" LOL. Reading happily at one corner while my mom went to the machine. It was then when a man around the age of 25~30 approached me. Close to every word he said was left intact in my mind till today. "Boy, you alone ah?" (I stared at him) "Your parents around?" (I replied, "No") "Oh.. what book you reading? You know behind the library got a playground? You want go? Show u something very fun. Follow me." Alright, thinking back. I'm really stupid. I followed him. He led me to this door. Just above it wrote, 'EXIT'. I paused for a moment. Not knowing what EXIT means. (stupid me) At that very moment, i recalled a story that my mom once read to me. If i'm right, its called "Wendy (forget le)" Teaches us to beware of strangers. Suddenly felt damn scared.. not knowing what to do, i dashed back. Surprisingly, he didn't chase after me. Maybe cause he knows that by chasing me, will only arouse the suspicion of the people around. I managed to find my mom after that. I cried. She came to know about it and embraced me tightly in her arms. All that happened.. seem so.. story like. But it did happened. I always wondered, what if i followed him through the door? Would i still be here today. Everytime i set myself thinking bout this, i feel so fortunate. Fortunate that i am able to cherish every moment of my life
today.


Monday, April 19, 2010 ; 5:25 PM
No pain no gain

Rain rain rain rain rain~ Hahas its raining (heavily) now ^^ Most of us just love rainy weather when we're home isn't it? Especially after a looong and tired day, just when you're on the verge of drifting into "a land far far away", it rained!~ (Y). However, looking at a different point of perspective, when you're out with a group of friends for a picnic, etc and it started raining real heavily. The feeling would be sian ttm -.-

hmm monday.. seems normal hahas. Had PE lesson. Retook my standing broad jump HOHO. hmm.. improved by a little. Alright, next PE lesson, must try aim further le. As theres a saying, "Every accomplishment starts with the decision to try." I'll just keep on trying till i get the results i want. ^^

The wall clock ticked surprisingly fast today. Cheers of joy were heard everywhere as students rushed out of the school gates as if they were some mad pigs on the loose -.- Sad for me, remedial LOL. Remedial was soso la. Disturbed by Yuxian and Kahfai. The only word that can be use to describe them. Irritating. =x Come to think of it, not much time left before it hits the O levels. Teachers nowadays always repeat the same things over and over again. "Put in your 100% throughout the week in order to achieve results!" Ok 100%?
Monday - 20%
Tuesday - 23%
Wednesday - 30%
Thursday - 21%
Friday - 6%
Hahas jkjk! =x Really have to start mugging le. No pain no gain~


Saturday, April 17, 2010 ; 9:55 PM
An hour before Midnight~

Heyhey hiiiiiiiiiiii there people!~ hows your day? Bet its awesome.
As for me, i had quite a tiring yet fruitful day. Morning had tuition. As usual, woke up at 6.50am (Getting used to it), bathed, prepare, read through some notes, before mom fetch me to Mrs Chor's hse. Upon entering her hse, was greeted by her
warm and friendly smile. During the course of the tuition, felt damn drowsy, as if at any time i would just go zZZ. Went to the toilet, turned on the tap and started splashing holy water onto my face. Eyes turned all red. But at the very least, was finally ready for lesson. Lesson lasted for approximately 3hrs. During the afternoon, Went to Jurong west gym with Fazi, Cynthia and Gianwei. Was jio-ed by Cynthia to tag along the other day. LOL she sot de. Donno y will sudd have the urge for gym training -.- Arrived at around 1.30pm. The gym was packed with people. Mostly adults. Didn't cared much. Changed into our sports attire and began with the treadmill (Good practice for x-country) :D Ran a distance of 4km before coming to a halt. Had a reasonable timing. 18mins+. Hmm.. hope to achieve a better record during the actual x-country. Come on~ JY zhaohui~ =x Proceeded to doing pull ups, sit ups and cycling. wahahaha (Y) .
Lunched at JP, slacked and talked before going home.
Alright. I'll stop here. Damn tired.. lazy type out the remaining stuffs that happened. was almost pulled into my dreamland while typing this post. Goodnight everybody~ sleep tight~ ^^



Monday, April 12, 2010 ; 9:22 PM
Courage

Hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii~ ^^ Aha, its Monday! Boring huh? Monday.. this particular day in a week, a day where every students, teachers, and working class without fail, sort of like facial-ed their face with "@____@" hahas.

Everything seems so different today.. the usual 98 bus i took, (i called it "Leo & Merly bus" cause the faces of "Leo" & "Merly" is imprinted on the bus itself) was not here tdy.. Bo bian. Took another 98. Reached Lakeside together with Julian. During the walk to sch from Lakeside, I stared up at the gloomy skies. The bright and shiny stars were no longer up there -.- weird.. weird..
From today onwards, i no longer have to do duty, wear tie, badge. It dont feel good la seriously zzz.. Isit just me? I'm just so use to wearing that long blue thing dangling around my neck. I'm just so use to standing at the forum cracking jokes with the councillors during morning assembly. I'm just so use to.. being myself.

First 2 periods was Maths. Mdm Choo, as usual, was unable to make it to school. Thus, Mdm Wong took over! Wahaha shes so funny la seriously. She used to teach me hahas. I told her that its been a long time since i saw her and shes looking even younger than ever as the day goes by. Just this few words and shes completely mesmerized by me muahahaha. I old woman killer! jkjk =x Maths lesson passed by really quickly. Proceeded on to Physics lesson. Short and sweet. 1 Period. swee~ Next up, P.E~ Had our Napfa 2.4km run wahahaha. So nervous. E2 & 3 ran together. blablabla, HOHO happyhappy! Came back 1st with a timing of 9.26min. Improved by 4secs compared to my previous best. 4Ns and E1 would be running tmr. Jy~ Have to pray that my timing remains as the record ^^

Lessons tdy kindda fun la hahas. donno why. After school, had Napfa 5 item. Contented with my results ^^ just that should have done better in certain areas. Clinch 5 As and a D i think. Stupid D -.- I'm freaking going to retake u man! You're seriously a pain in the ass =x i am so close to a GOLD. Cant let that "D" ruin me LOL. Other than 2.4, had quite high expectations for my Standing Broad Jump. Got a 248cm for it and held the record initially until ivan came -.- Shit. Must do better the next try. Must win Ivan muhahaha. That imba monster. Donno how he jump 264. Anyway nice one la hahas ^^

Bus-ed home and bathed. Did some revisions on Physics and went to IMM with my elephant sister for dinner. Mom fetch us there cause she going somewhere so shun bian lo. During that 5mins Journey? Was listening this song call "25 minutes" through the radio. The story behind the lyrics of this song really implies to our very life.

Life is always full of obstacles and challenges. Because of that, we fear. We fear that things would turn out to be its worst. This led us thinking night and days, over and over again. Yes? Or no? Just when we've made up our mind, Its too late.. 25minutes too late..
Why too late? We lacked Courage
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Saturday, April 10, 2010 ; 9:23 PM
One step at a time



Hahas hey guys~ Its been.. hmm.. 7 days since i post muhahaha. Everytime want to post but got nothing to talk about. Ok la 1 week nia. Acceptable ^^ Lets talk about.. TODAY!~ Once upon a time, far far away.. jkjk.

Morning woke up at.. er.. 6.50am aha. Early right! Me so pro hor? ^^ Hais.. the sad truth is, i got tuition. Prepared, blablabla. Mom fetched me to "Miss" chor class. Wa she still as nice as ever LOL. 3hrs of tuition also not sian. (Y) After tuition, took bus 52 home. Reached home, sibei sian no 1 around. Mom went for some Property Marketing Exam. Lonely~ I'm so lonely~ Just then, Jason jio me go bbal! Right timing. Happily agreed wahaha. Reached JSCC at.. 4? Hahas met tht 2 noobies (Ivan & Jason) Bballed till 7+ and bus-ed home with Ivan. He going aunt hse again. Ivan is such a "nice" guy. Always there to irritates me. Annoying ttm. Heard tht Ivan? ANNOYING ttm -.- Woah.. I'm drained off completely. Tired much. Hmm.. found out something from Kaiyi which is kindda shocking ba..

When you make a mistake, dont look back at it long. Take the reason into your mind and think again, what needs improvement?
We live and we learn to take, one step at a time, its like learning to fly or falling in love, its gonna happen and its supposed to happen. That, we find the reasons why. One step at a time. =)


Saturday, April 3, 2010 ; 10:47 PM
Caught in a dilemma.

Hi all~ Happy belated April Fool =x Hahas getting lazier and lazier to post. Nothing much to talk about. Anyway, Its a Saturday tdy! Morning woke up at 7++, prepared, and went for my first day of tution at Clementi area with Dan and Ray. Hahas the tutor not bad. I like (Y). Her name is Mrs Chor but i keep call wrong. Call her Miss Chor. Miss Chor easier call hohos =x Anyway, her lesson did helped me in a way or so la hahas. Surprisingly i enjoyed throughout the 2hrs LOL. Halfway through my phone vibrated several times. Later on realised that it was either Andy, Junhong or Nigel rushing me to go jp for our pre-planned movie. It was kindda late when the lesson ended. 10.53am (remembered clearly) ^^ Called junhong immediately and cabbed down to jp. Fortunately, made in on time or maybe.. not so. Missed around 10mins of the show. Fyi, we're watching "Clash Of The Titans" The show was not that bad although i find "How to train your dragon" is better =x k so after the movie, went for a bite at some japanese restaurant. Ate noodle. yuck. I dont like -.- Slacked around jp before every1 goes home. As for me, due to some reasons, went to lakeside, sat down outside bubbletea shop for 15mins then went back in and proceeded to Chinese Garden. Sat down for another 5mins..~ Went to jscc meet up with ivan and jason. The moment i reached there, it started to rain really heavily. -.- sian ttm. Waited for an hour or so before the rain subsided. Played ball with them. Donno y like totally no mood.. shot several air ball zzzzz.. wtfff. Played till 6+, tired le. Sat down with the both of them, chatted and talked about some stranger @_@ 6:45pm... 6:55pm... 7:10pm... <<< It just goes on and on. How i wish i could stop time.. Mom came to fetch me, so gave ivan a ride to his aunt hse. LOL in the car he totally diam. The usual him noisy like fck =x hohos. Had dinner and.. homed~

Monday.. Investiture.. The final stretch of this marathon.. The marathon that i once looked forward so much to complete.. Not now anymore...
This nostalgic feeling..
Made me feel so.. trapped.. I'm caught in a dilemma..

FUCK.


Tuesday, March 30, 2010 ; 10:08 PM
Confused.

HELLO there humans, aliens, pigs or whatever shit u are~ ^^ Here to post again hahas. Morning had prize presentation award for B division individual events. Huat ah! Got 1 gold and 1 silver trophy for my 400m and 800m respectively. Happy much~ The feeling of satisfication made me felt that all this while, the trainings and shits paid off. Lessons were as normal today. Particularly nothing much happened. After school had remedial followed by the school's Opening Ceremony Rehearsal. The rehearsal was sort of a waste of time LOL! Stood at the foyer and stoned for 30mins~1hr, dismiss hahas.

Went up to the library and joined my class in a "bonding session." Aya not bonding session actually. All of us were waiting for the Class-T suppliers to arrive. Time seems to fly o__O It was 6.. the suppliers finally arrived.. -.- Took our shirt and tried it out. Oh.. my.. god.. the shirt damn small. LOL! Walked to Lakeside with cleb and the rest before we go our seperate ways.

During the journey home, i looked at the 2 trophys clutched tightly in my hands as thoughts went through my mind.. tomorrow...
No one knows what exactly would happen tomorrow. Victory no longer matters to me right now. What i want, is to leave a vivid memory behind this story. Nevertheless, I’m gonna put in my 100%
.

Questions had been pondering inside my mind for quite some time.. I'm confused..


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